Ever feel like no one listens to you?

That's my life right there.
No one listens to what TK wants to say.
They tell me "Shut the hell up because no one cares what you have to say."
Or they walk away.
Or don't respond.

MY senior pictures are tomorrow and my dad basically wants me to be fake. Like "Wear this and do this and don't give attitude or you're grounded, no questions asked."
He's not even going to be there. I just want to wear my band tee, my skinny jeans and my chucks.
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Not to mention I'm frikin upset about breaking up with my boyfriend.
I'm honestly in love with him. That was even hard to admit to myself.
I've been depressed since it happened and I practically threw myself at him and he doesn't want to talk to me or anyone.
I've been crying all week.
I can't help it, even if I say thigs to myself like "Oh you'll find someone better" and "you're beautiful". That doesn't help me at all.
And I look like a goof when I cry.

I'm just going to drown myself in memory and song.

MOVING!

I wish I could move out right now! I FRIGGIN HATE LIVING IN THIS STUPID HOUSE.

I mean is it really necessary? All this fights with my brother and his idiot mother? NO.
I am the Queen in my world and I don't care about anyone but my family and friends and myself. I AM the Queen. The only King in my world is my dear Papa.

I need a new friggin life, Away from these IQ-robbing monsters. I feel stupid just looking their direction.

Cali, here I come!

It's a (re)start...

I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday, and I thought "I should just restart everything now."
SO now I'm like, "Pshhh, boys? Like who needs that?" hahaha
I remember my gram saying, "All women look better after they break up. For example 'You look really good, did you get a divorce?'"

I realized what I want to do. I want to Dress the way I want. I want to get fit and tone up. I want to talk the way I want and do what I want!

Listen to me, people!
LIFE IS TO SHORT NOT TO DARE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT!

From this day, I just wanna do me. I want to do what I want to do.
If that means looking weird, then fine. If that makes me happy, that's all that matters!

I think everyone should feel that way!
YOU! Only YOU can decide for yourself!

SO tell me, people! What do YOU want to do?!