Best friends dating!

First I will tell you about my weekend.
Wednesday I had a half day, Thursday - No school, Friday - Senior Skip Day.
WHAT A HORRIBLE 4 1/2 DAY WEEKEND. I was sick, sad and generally disgusted.
Disgusted because my two best friends started dating. DON'T GET ME WRONG, I'm happy for them. But really, I'm like a 3rd wheel now. It was all cool when we were just 3 friends hanging out. Now it's Them + Me. BOOO. No one wants that.
Examples of frustration:
We're all chillin at the house and they're all cuddly & whatever. I'm sitting there texting and all I hear is their makeout session!!!
Yes, you can kiss your boyfriend/girlfriend. NO, you cannot make babies right next to me.
I'm mean, REALLY. I love you two, but I'm still ALIVE OVER HERE!
I hate being a third wheel. HATEHATEHATE it.
Needless to say, I'm not hanging out with them together.
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Being a hypocrite...

You know, talking a lot about your boyfriend/girlfriend is a pet peeve of mine. If EVERYTHING you say has to do with your boy/girl, I don't care. I especially hate when you're having a normal conversation with this person, and then they say something about their boyfriend/girlfriend that has NOTHING to do with what you said.
For example:
"Hey, I heard you went to a party yesterday."
"Yeah, it was really fun; I was really awkward without my boyfriend, I just missed him so much."

WTF!! I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND!
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People say I'm a hypocrite because I say like 2 or 3 things to the effect of "I miss my boyfriend" (whenever I have one, you know? lol)
I'm like, AT LEAST NOT EVERYTHING I SAY IS ABOUT THEM! >:|

I mean really, you're a different person than your boyfriend/girlfriend! SHUT UP! Tell me about you! Not your lover! I'd talk to them if I wanted to know about THEM!

That was my rant on pet peeves.

SLACKIN'!

Long time, no postyy. :/
an eventful month I guess. hahaha.
Went dress looking with My lovelies today but I didn't get a dress 'cause I'm so darn broke. :(
I need a job hahaha.
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School is mad boring, but I have an insanely HOT teacher for Geometry! (Yes, I have lame Geometry because I skipped and went straight to Alg. 2.)
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No boyprenn hahahaha. Just Me, Myself & I. And a side guy. BAHAHAHA.
That's life, my lovesss.
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I guess I don't have a very interesting life if i don't even know what else to write about! LOL. Perhaps if I go out more and own a camera, I'll take some cool pictures. :)

-TK

Been Gone Awhile...

Sorry dudes, it's been like a month. LOL.
I've been all sick and busy. and lazy... heheh.

UPDATES
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+Back with the b/f. man I was so friggin dramatic about it in the last post! I'm such a drama queen.

+Totally discovered the awesomest lipstick ever! L'Oreal infallible lipcolor. :) It stays on FOREVER! I literally have to scrub my lips at night with a toothbrush to get it off!! I LOVE it! I have the one in Beyonce' and another pinky one. haha.

+Bought a new CD! (finally) I bought "The Yngwie Malmsteen Collection"
IT ROCKS! I love metal! I tried to look for a Marty Freidman one too, but FYE sucks and didn't have ANY! :(
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I didn't go to school today, since I was like, the sickest person EVER this morning. Bleh. Sickness suckssss.
Well, off to put on makeup! xD

-TK

Ever feel like no one listens to you?

That's my life right there.
No one listens to what TK wants to say.
They tell me "Shut the hell up because no one cares what you have to say."
Or they walk away.
Or don't respond.

MY senior pictures are tomorrow and my dad basically wants me to be fake. Like "Wear this and do this and don't give attitude or you're grounded, no questions asked."
He's not even going to be there. I just want to wear my band tee, my skinny jeans and my chucks.
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Not to mention I'm frikin upset about breaking up with my boyfriend.
I'm honestly in love with him. That was even hard to admit to myself.
I've been depressed since it happened and I practically threw myself at him and he doesn't want to talk to me or anyone.
I've been crying all week.
I can't help it, even if I say thigs to myself like "Oh you'll find someone better" and "you're beautiful". That doesn't help me at all.
And I look like a goof when I cry.

I'm just going to drown myself in memory and song.

MOVING!

I wish I could move out right now! I FRIGGIN HATE LIVING IN THIS STUPID HOUSE.

I mean is it really necessary? All this fights with my brother and his idiot mother? NO.
I am the Queen in my world and I don't care about anyone but my family and friends and myself. I AM the Queen. The only King in my world is my dear Papa.

I need a new friggin life, Away from these IQ-robbing monsters. I feel stupid just looking their direction.

Cali, here I come!

It's a (re)start...

I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday, and I thought "I should just restart everything now."
SO now I'm like, "Pshhh, boys? Like who needs that?" hahaha
I remember my gram saying, "All women look better after they break up. For example 'You look really good, did you get a divorce?'"

I realized what I want to do. I want to Dress the way I want. I want to get fit and tone up. I want to talk the way I want and do what I want!

Listen to me, people!
LIFE IS TO SHORT NOT TO DARE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT!

From this day, I just wanna do me. I want to do what I want to do.
If that means looking weird, then fine. If that makes me happy, that's all that matters!

I think everyone should feel that way!
YOU! Only YOU can decide for yourself!

SO tell me, people! What do YOU want to do?!